Aisha, who is also a drama student and comes from a respectable family of diplomats, told her pal: "Abi's made a whole career and a lot of money out of her sexual antics, but I'm trying to make it as a serious actress and model. I could feel my lack of discernible talent as though I was wearing it. She's tall and willowy and although she has her head shaved she often wears the long extensions she has in the film. Now Abi has left that all behind her to pursue a serious career in acting, appearing last month in an episode of Casualty and taking roles in small-time theatre productions. In fact she was shocked. It is now on the Internet, sold on 30 DVDs in sex stores and has been watched by millions of porn fans around the globe. But Aisha's friend said: "Is it really going to harm the career of a woman who earns , for fronting a porn channel, offers sex advice in a raunchy men's mag, poses naked and is all over the papers as a male fantasy figure? Sobbing Aisha, 34, told a pal: "I am totally devastated by this. What stopped me was thinking about what it would do to my parents. Aisha is wearing a white skirt and black top. My career is in ruins and my family will be heartbroken that I did something like this. More stage work followed, including playing Lady Macbeth in Lowestoft. The pair are then seen writhing on a bed. Her black stocking tops are visible as her skirt rides up around her waist. Well, yes, frankly. The People smashed American Jason Blayde's plot to make , from the stolen images. But when John, now 47, hit the headlines in over allegations of sex assaults against several women, including fellow presenter Ulrika Jonsson, Abi leapt into the limelight as his stunning blonde girlfriend.